Inspiration

Today is some kind of inspiration day!Maybe  i ' am still excited because of yesterday exhibition of famous painters, and i had a very interesting and long talk with my professor of painting  and i had really enjoyed talking to him.

It was very helpful for my study and he said that i have very good thinking about performance and painting and modern art.

He said that we are maybe old fashioned because we don't like performances and that stuff but hr also said that is ok to have your own opinion.

We have drank some wine ate some cakes and the most important we had a good time there and we had chat with lot of people.

Now i have a catalog and i will always remember how i had a good time there!

Oh i almost forgot to say that i had been interviewed by some guys from the radio.

I was very honored to talk about art and painting, at the end of all i'm only 17 !!! :)

Friendzone

Everyone has heard about the friendzone, but what does that exactly mean?
That is when one person wishes to enter into a romantic or maybe sexual relationship, while the other doesn't. For most of the people it's generally considered to be an undesirable situation.
Maybe sone of you can relate to it because you have found yourself in such situations. Like for example, you have a freind with who you are reallyclose with and you start gaining feelings that are more than just friendship ones and after you admit that to the other person they reply you with: ''I feel the same way but I'm concerned about our friendship in the future if we break up.'' or there is the worst version of them all - ''I love you just like a friend (and there will be nothing more).''  At that precise moment you can feel the letters slowly showing on your forehead and guess what it says... YOU JUST GOT FRIENDZONED!!
Once the friendzone is established, it is said to be difficult to move beyond that point in the relationship. Or as we like to say it - when you are into the friendzone, it's hard to get out. Ofcours, there are ways, nothing is impossible, but it depends from person to person.

~ Nika

feeling as awake as possible in the morning

Something that had bothered me and it still does is getting up early in the morning (for school maybe). The question is how to get up and feeling as awake as possible.
I for example put a really irritating music as my alarm (I love that song but for the morning it's a little bit heavy for my ears).
The second thing is to take a shower. It really does help a lot because after that you feel fresh.
Have breakfast! (I eat cereals, fruit, nutella, ..) anything that will give you energy till the first break in school.
And last but not least, don't go sleep to late like I sometimes do, that won't help you the next morning..

~ Nika

awkward situations

Have you ever found yourself in awkward situations? I bet you have. You know, maybe, when you do something stupid in public and after you figure out what you did you start laughing or you just bow your head down all filled with shame..
In the other hand, when I'm with my friends I just start laughing like an idiot and it's not a big deal... but the most awkward moment for me is watching TV with my parents and at some point comes the sex scene. I'm not saying that there is something wrong but when I'm watching it with my parents it's a completely different thing. Naked bodies, screaming and other, somehow it places me in an awkward position where my reaction is to get up and leave, to start looking at my phone.. as a matter of fact, to do anything that distracts me from the TV screen.

~ Nika

I don't care!

oh,  everybody is so boring, they just can't stop talking about their problems! ohhh my mom said me this, oh no my boyfriend done that, i have so much to study, I'm so tired, my bestfriend doesn't like me anymore, i hate him, i hate her,my boyfriend dumped me, i miss him but i still dumped him...OMG OMG BLAH BLAH!!!
people should be more happy and thankfull and less depressive! everything I have heard in the past few days are talks about jealousy,anger,hate and shit like that!
what the fuck is wrong with these people!? I was thinking about this all day and i have finally concluded that I have also problems like studying, and I'm also tired but its my fucking, motherfucking problem!!!!
you can't shit half an hour just about your boyfriend! do I maybe have a sign on my forehead where it's written that I care, because i really don't, so find someone who cares and ruin his FUCKING day.
Because I'm not interested!!!!
when i had my ex boyfriend I have never talked about our problems ( some of my friends did't even know about us) because that was our personal stuff to deal with. our fucking relationship, so people, why don't you stay away from me with your bullshit ok!?
now when i have shared this with you I'm really feling much better and i can now eat in peace!
byebye

~ Polly

why is helping others easier than helping yourself?!

I was talking with my friend the other day about some problem she is dealing with and at one point she said to me: "why is helping others easier than helping yourself, why is that?" I believe many of you asked themselves that same question. No matter what type of problem we are dealing with - Family, friends, relationships, etc. It is harder to solve our own.
A lot of my friends said I've always been able to come up with a solution. But when it comes to our problems we lose ourselves in our own mind.. and why is that? It is easier to look objectively at someone else and clearly see what they need to do. When we get in those situations we get distracted or affected by the turmoil and emotion we're experiencing. And that same emotions are getting in the way to solve our problems. When we're helping someone, we can easily see what needs to be done because we're not IN it, being buffeted by anger, fear, anxiety, or sadness.

~ Nika